Lesson in Life

Not only once but most of the time we have hard times...we always think of it as a problem to solve not as a challenge in life...havent we noticed everything has an answer, it cant be seen and apply as much as we wated to and as fast as we wanted but the time will come and everything will be alright...

Here is a simple and short story...

There was a gut who is so addicted to intercourse with the opposite sex. One day he saw a beautiful women with hot body...He approaches her and asked for her number and they became friends for a year, not knowing that everytime the guy is in his room, he will get the picture of the girl and you know...

His birthday came but his parents was away in their business trip so he decided to invite the girl over to celebrate with him. When she arrived, the dinner was set and the wines are ready. After the dinner the guy offered the girl a drink and she didn't refuse... They were both drunk after a couple of drinks and suddenly flirting with each other. The guy did the first move, he kisses the girl and so on...

After that night, the girl didn't show up for a month, she's not answering his call and when he came to visit her, her mother always say she's not around...

He was starting to fall for the girl but she's gone so he decided to move on with his life. He was a changed man, he's in a relationship for almost 2years and never laid an eyes on other women except for his girlfriend.

One day, while he was buying a chocolates for his girlfriend he saw the girl. She looks the same, pretty, sexy but his eyes shows loneliness inside. He approached her and asked how is she?the girl said she's great. Suddenly a kid was running towards them and shouting "mama I want to have chocolates", he was shocked because the kid looks like him when he was a little boy. He dropped the chocolates and hug the kid...The kid was so amused by that time and saw his mother crying.

He invited her for a cup of coffee to talk. While drinking coffee, he asked her "is he my kid?"...she just knod without a word coming from her mouth..The guy didn't know what to do...He said "why didn't you tell me, why didn't you answer my call, I tried to reach you...why?" She just answered, "coz I thought you're not ready for such thing...you're always telling me how you love girls and their stuff...i guess you're not ready that time to face any responsibility...

After they talked, they made an agreement to support the kid and marry the girl...So he went to his girlfriends house to breakup with her...He knocks on the door and when it opens, the girl was holding a baby dress...She said "welcome home dad", he was shocked knowing that his girlfriend is pregnant and he didin't have the guts ot tell her. He told himself why is this happening to me, I made a mess, a terrible mistake...Because he doesn't know what to do he went home and hang himslef in his closet leaving a farewell note...

Dear Loveones,

By the time you read this I'm no longer breathing...I'm sorry if I made alot of mistakes in my life, to my mom and dad who always have the headache...To my bestfriend whom I onced love and give a child and to my girlfriend who is pregnant rightnow. I don't know what to do so I decided to end this miserable life of mine. Im Sorry!

-----a problem once you think of it as a problem, you always look for a solution...but come to think of it, he will not give us such problems or challenges or trials if we cant...it takes time...so think first...-----

From Work

Just got here at my friends house from work... Tired and the air is hot.

This morning I have to face a new crowd, put a smile on my face and be more jolly... put some energy in my voice so that everyone can hear me... give instructions and tips on those who have time to listen and believe in what I'm saying and a little bit of confidence to start it all.

By the time I finished someone approached me and asked me if I'm okay, I told that person I'm good, he extend his self but I refuse not because I can do it or my pride says it but I want to prove to everybody that I can...only me and by myself.

After a few minutes I realized I'm alone in the room, with no one as in no one with me... Did I give a wrong impression or they just take their lunch??? I guess its just lunch. :)

I'm very clever in everything and I noticed all the things around me... Am I afraid of something or just playing safe so that no one will say something behind my back.

-insecure-

Good Morning!

Another start of the day and it's nice to wake up in a good mood. It's been a while since I woke up in a good mood and I'm happy about it.

Another adventure is coming my way, and I think it will be a busy day. He's still sleeping like a baby and I don't want to wake him up. I already make his coffee and prepare his underpants for him to wear to the office later. After a couple of minutes, I'll wake him up and ask him to take a bath so that he will not be late. After that nothing more...no more kiss or hug...

Still hoping there is something in him for me.

Still hoping I can survive this.

Still hoping I can live my life forever like this....

-forever love-

A simple piece of my heart

Why does everybody thinks that a person is a martyr when he/she gives love and do everything for the person he loves so much even though sometimes it hurts and not appreciated. As of me, love is not expecting anything in return and not forcing someone to love you back in return...

I've been inlove a couple of times but I know that now is different from those. I never realize that this time will come and I cant even recognize myself rightnow. I'm inlove with a guy who doesn't appreciate me or what i did for him, but it's okay with me, as long as were together it doesn't really matters.

He loves to play computer games and he only focuses on those, it's like my greatest competition is the computer not a girl. I can't imagine I'm in a battle with a thing that doesn't have life...but ofcourse can answer almost all of your questions. Sometimes I looked way back then from my past relationships. When I'm tired of it and I don't want it anymore I just quit and that's it, but now is different. Some of my friends told me its "KARMA", hmmmmmm...I really hope it's not.

I always beg of him for his attention and time, whenever he's in the front of his computer I cant talk to him or approach him. There are times that I get tantrums out of it and get mad, he will then pays attention for a couple of hours then its back to computers again. How will I know if he really loves me?or he just needs me to do his laundry, make meals and coffee and cleans the house. Rightnow we are in the middle of misunderstanding. I asked him something then he told me I'm spoiled brat and full of drama, I really don't know where to stand, what to do but if I didn't do that what shall I do for him to takecare of me, give time for me. I really love him and I can take all of it just to be with him. I just want to know if my love is enough for him.